REFOCUS

Starring: c28, Opalia from Unit 333

It's time to cleanse, realign, and set yourself up for a better you.

I've struggled with wanting to be accepted and loved by the wrong people for a long time. I had become so focused on that one particular person (or people) to give me the support and affirmations I needed.

It drove me to be mad extra for no reason, just to be noticed. Constantly pining for their attention, only to be met with disrespectful behavior. Having them around only drained me, becoming a detriment rather than a benefit. I don't remember when it happened, but I realized I needed to do better for myself and cut a lot of those people off from my social life. Once I did that, my eyes were finally open to the people in my life who were truly there for me, just because.

It took a lot of self-reflection, meditation, prayer, and various forms of therapeutic activities BUT I'm now in a better place.

Stay true,
Hab